I havenāt written too much in the past couple weeks with the chaos around my team switch at work and a dearth of motivation, and for the short things I have written, Iāve felt more self-conscious about publishing. I think part of it is the fact that I blast an email for each thing Iāve written, and itās felt almost self-absorbed(?) to be posting something every day if itās not up to a certain bar of quality. Iāve felt this more recently as Iāve seen a few people unsubscribe even though I know I shouldnāt take it personally. Itās interesting that I wouldnāt feel this pressure if I just posted without sending the email (which is a possibility, but I figure that some people do want to keep tabs on this experiment even if they donāt read everything). Iām reminding myself today that the whole reason I started this experiment is to force myself to create without the traditional barrier of quality filtering because creation is the best way to improve. I want to write consistently in order to get past
Cheering you on, Spencer :)))